I'm hating myself right now and i don't even know why. I've been feeling so good earlier and then all of a sudden, a fucking emotion ripped through me that made me like a heap of rag on the floor. I was with my friends, i had a good time with them, i watched how i met your fucking mother and now this sinking feeling that i'm gonna be alone and pathetic in life comes to my blurred senses. What is this? Why am i like this? I hate this feeling. I wanna rip somebody's throat out, probably mine.
God please i hope this stops. I hate myself right now
